Caramello's Blog

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I thought I would start my own blog since everyone here loves me now :love: :rose: :handkiss:

if you hate me...screw you...lol j/k

anyways, I have been volunteering alot and I have to say I get alot of satisfaction out of it. Its nice helping people who are less fortunate or need help.

One of my lent was to go to church every weekend and go to confession more. I have missed 3 masses now. I have to go this sunday. No excuses! Also I need to do confession saturday. This will be my first time doing it by myself. Last time I had my friend with me. Pray for me. It will be scary.

I have started reading the bible again. I am going to go from cover to cover. I am excited about that. I have to remember to do my nightly prayers too. I have been inconsistent with them.

A couple of weekends ago, my cousin asked me, her sister, my sister and her fiancee's sister to come look at two wedding dresses she wanted. When I saw her in the wedding dress, I started to tear up. I was the only one of course. I just started to remember all the times we shared growing up and its like she is starting a new life with this man. who is awesome by the way. but its just like wow, like it kind of awakened me in thinking we are grownups now. Like its funny too cause everyone in the family thought i was going to be the first girl to get married too even the bride herself. LOL I am so happy for her, words cannot express the happiness I feel for her. Like not that anyone is really pressuring me but now I feel like I should be trying to settle down or something.

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ok so last night i went to sky bar and here is what happened, it was crazy:

ok first me and my best friend were having a blast and i noticed this one cute guy kept staring at me and i would smile back at him. Well he never approached which i am cool with cause i was dancing with my best friend and I hate it when guys bother us when we are dancing...lol
i am such a bit**!!!

So anyways we are walking to the bar and I see the guy that I was talking to (who was too busy to see me this week and then I told him we should be friends) there. So I walk to the bar and he comes up to me to say hi. I said hi back and then turned my back to him...lol...he walks away. So I am behind my best friend walking towards the dance floor and the guy that I had smiling at is at the bar and i pass him and he asks me if i want a drink. I am already extremly intoxicated and I just dont ever feel comfortable with guys buying me drinks...idk why but i just dont. So I said no thank you and then I said thank you for the offer and smiled at him. And my best friend is walking still and I didnt want to lose her so I walked on with her. So we stop at the end of the bar and I am such an idiot cause he was like right there too and I was just really drunk and pissed off, I should of started talking to him. But this annoying guy kept bothering me by talking to me and touching my arm and I kept telling him not to touch me but he kept doing it so i got really pissed and I told him to leave me alone...finally he did and the guy that i kept smiling at was right there behind me and I should of said something to him but the SOB was right in front of me and my best friend was talking to his cousin cause she is friends with him. I just stared at him cause he was right in front of me with his back towards me. Then he goes and dances with this really extremly ugly girl which I laughed at cause I was like wow and told my best friend about it...lol and then the guy I was smiling at left. So much chaos going on! oh well what can you do. I just kept dancing and having a good time until we left.

[carameleyez1008]

Hello everyone
Hope everyone has been well. I have not been on here in almost two weeks. Been really extremely busy. Sorry everyone =)

The program that I go to on wednesdays is amazing. The kids are just happy to see you and that you are there to play with them and help them. I am still very shy with alot of the people there. I hope they understand that it takes me awhile to warm up to someone and be comfortable in talking to them.

Today is Holy Thursday, I am probly going to go to church tonight to pray with JESUS for an hour or so. I am really proud of myself at keeping at reading the bible everynight and just praying. I feel a different kind of satisfaction out of doing this. I am going to make an appt with a priest to discuss some issues and questions I have. Maybe they can give me a better understanding. I always believed that you should know why you believe in something. It helps you keep your religion closer to your heart, I think at least.

I am excited about going back to school this spring/summer semester. When I am not in school, I don't feel productive. Even though I hate it...lol hate is a strong word...really really dont like it. LOL reminds me of that song by the white t-shirts i believe. I am trying to declare my major right now. Its taking forever and I cannot register for classes until I do. Wish me luck on that.

I cannot wait until my cousin's wedding on april 28th. Seriously americans got it right when they have weddings on saturdays. Sundays never work cause you cant get your makeup done or your hair done by salons cause they are closed. I am glad that he is finally getting married to this girl. I love his fiancee, she is so sweet. They are going to have a small wedding just immediate family which will be nice cause we have not all gotten together to get krunked in a long time. LOL seeing my aunts and my cousins getting krunked together is hilarious. My sister got mad at me cause she thought she had gotten the good deal on the dress for my cousins wedding. She went to Loehmanns and bought like a $100 dress for like $15 and I got a $200 BEBE dress for $40...talk about a good deal...LOL
well that is all hope everyone has a blessed Easter and remember JESUS =)

P.S. I am so excited for two more things Entourage starts season 3 again this sunday april 8th and I get to eat CANDY, CHOCOLATE and POTATOES!!! YAY!!!

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I only have one thing to say

I love ENTOURAGE!!!
ENTOURAGE IS THE BEST SHOW EVER!!!
If any of you have HBO it comes on 10pm on sundays. Its only in half of season 3 so you can catch up kind of easily on whats going on. Just go get season 1 and 2 and then season 3 in on ON DEMAND

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Ok first I gotta post a couple of my songs of the moment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=biytDs6eQAA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epHN4uSHox0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmXaMUvM0Ko''

hope you enjoy those songs.
So I have decided its better if I stay in school and I am going to work retail. It will suck but at least I will graduate sooner.

I am upset at myself for not keeping up with my prayers lately. I just gotta remind myself before I go to bed. Cause sometimes I just want to crash and close my eyes.

I just do not understand why people cant respect other people's religions. It just kills me cause this society is drowning and no one knows it.

Me and my aunt had went to the cemetary to see a couple of my deceased relatives and one of my aunts had a baby girl and she had died like 3 days later and she was born like 7 days after my grandma had died. So i just recently found out that she was buried with my grandma cause since she was a baby my aunt didnt want her by herself. I wish i could have met her. I was like 12 when she was born and I was sick and couldnt see her in the hospital, then she died and my mom wouldnt let me go to the funeral cause I guess she didnt want me to see that. Which I understand now. Its so sad when a newborn dies.

I am so psyched for tonight. I have not gone out in like a month so me and my best friend are going out tonight.

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Yeah so the coolest thing happened this weekend

On saturday Kelly Clarkson tickets went on sale. So me and my sister got up like 8ish and got to the palace box office around 8:30ish. Well we were the first ones there and so we waited in our car until about 9:15. We go in and this other guy comes in about the same time. So its a raffle so me and my sister wanted to be in diff parts of the line so we could have a better chance. Well this asshole was first cause we let him cause we didnt want to be first. So my sister was second and then I was like 5th in line. Well the asshole goes behind my sister and she didnt realize and was trying to tell him to go in front of her but the guy gave her a raffle ticket. So the ticket is called and he is first cause my sister was in front so she had to go to the back of the line which was where I was. So she was pissed and I was like whatever. I was a little upset but there was nothing I could do about it. This girl behind us walks in a couple of minutes late and she didnt have the seating chart so we let her see ours and the lady behind her as well. There were 4 windows open and we were 5th in line. Well we see this abeed guy who looked cool starting to set up it was like 3 min to ten. So they tell us to go to that window and so we told him what seats we wanted. SO 10am hit and the computer is random at the seats. So the guy tells us we have 1st row seats. We were like whoa really cause there were two presale ticket sessions that went on. She is having a runaway off of the stage and he says our seats are right on the end next to the runaway as well. The best seats you could possibly get. We were in shock and I kept asking if he was sure. Cause I was in shock and my sister is like We love you...lol...and we took them. So the guy is already done that screwed us and he is hanging out to see how good of seats he has. Well he had bought one ticket and he was 7th row in the middle. There were two ladies that were behind him and they bought 4 tickets and they were 3rd row in the middle. LOL KARMA is all I told my sister. he was so upset and he went back and wanted to get different tickets but they couldnt do anything about it. LOL the whole way home me and my sister were laughing. That is a story of how "what goes around, comes around" Be careful cause Karma does happen.
The ladies that got the 4 tickets were still around and that guy had left so we told them the story too and they were laughing too. These seats are amazing and me and my sister are so psyched for her concert now. Its going to be amazing.

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I HATE STUDYING!!! UGH!!!:cry:

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On June 15, 2007

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Sometimes I just feel lonely. I feel like no one understands me. Yeah I got a great family and friends. But sometimes I just want more. I crave having an affectionate moment with a significant other. Being with someone that makes my heart skip a beat and butterflies in my stomach. Someone I can give my whole heart to and trust them with it, not to break it into tiny little pieces. Does this make sense?! But that is the scary part, is giving someone your whole heart not to break. Your trusting them with something precious.

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I have less than a week and half at my current job! I quit a couple of weeks ago! Its hard quitting! You got to train people to do your job correctly, then you want to scream at them cause they don't do it the way you do it and it annoys you! LOL I have not found a job yet. been searching! Pray for me please! I might have to just go with something retarded until I can find a decent job.

:handkiss: I love all of you guys on CC chat.net

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Yay today was my last day!!!


Now I am going to relax tomorrow and friday thru sunday I am going to be busy as hell...LOL

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Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!



Some People Are So Facking Annoying!!!!!!!!!

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Ok i learned you should never say "never" cause I swear GOD will teach you a lesson


Ok so I was at Sangria thursday night and I met a guy. Very sweet and mature. He is 28 so I guess that makes sense. Well anyways I went out on a date with him yesterday and he had this picture in his wallet of a little boy that looked just like him. So not thinking I say is that a baby pic of you? he says no that is my 2 year old son...ok now I am shocked by this statement that I am literally shaking. So I guess I was nervous and I said something stupid and I said wow you have a son, where is your wife? He said I am divorced. Now of course I was just getting over the initial shock of the kid and now I have a divorced guy sitting next to me. LOL and I felt stupid for making the comment. So I get all panicky and I am like WOW and I am repeating WOW like ten times now and he is like are you ok. I go you could of forewarned me and not threw that at me like that you know. Its a lot of info to take in. Whats funny is my cousin is marrying a divorced guy with a kid from the previous marriage and I said to my best friend, I respect that she can do that cause I dont think I could be in that situation cause it would be all too confusing. Yup GOD decided that I had put my foot in my mouth and decided to give me some reality check i guess. I dont know if I am going to continue dating him. My friend says not to write him off so quick because of that. You were gushing before how much you had in common and that you sort of liked him...so i dont know that is a thinker i guess. She says to take it one day at a time, see where it goes.

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I am learning sureth


YYYYYAAAAAYYYY!!!!!

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I LOVE TEFFO!!!!!!!!

:love::eyebrow::handkiss::rose: :flutter:

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this is the orginal

"lets hug it out bitch" scene


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I am so upset that I did not get to see my fave persian singer afshin this past weekend. My cousin's communion was on sunday and the concert was on sunday in toronto

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oh well my cousins communion was fun!

I gotta say I like being the new interviewer. I got a few people lined up for my next interview and I cannot wait!
For all those who doubted me...**** you! seriously!

I gotta say I was a little sad this weekend for a couple of reasons! One was cause of the concert and the second one was cause my one and only guy best friend got married a couple of months ago and I have not seen him and I probably will never see him again now that he is married. Which has left me sad cause I miss him like crazy! I got to admit I was a little in love with him and that made me sad too but I guess I just miss him as a friend the most. Like I have never met anyone like him and I probably wont ever meet anyone like him again! So I called him and we chatted a little but it was not the same! Damn his wife and her jealousy! I am slowly getting over it! I know with time it will get better! Hopefully GOD will let me meet another like him cause he is truly an amazing person!

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i Am Sad!

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sorry been so mia the last couple of weeks been really busy


but enough excuses this whole summer has blowed so far

this has been the worst summer for me yet!!!

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again sorry about the mia

been working two jobs

i will be back soon tho...much love to everyone!!!


:love:

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Hi everyone

Wow it has been over a year since I have been on this site!!! I wonder how the site is doing?? Hey Sam, how is the site doing?? I am so happy that we have a site for our people and we are connecting on it! I wonder what type of drama i missed in the past year. LOL

well I wish everyone well :)

Good night

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absolute favorite song...enjoy ;)





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlaRDvzeqBY

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YAY

my cousin just had her first baby yesterday. She has a beautiful baby girl. It is so weird cuz we grew up together and seeing her as a mom now is just foreign to me. But I am adjusting and so is she. Her baby is just precious and beautiful. I cant wait to get to know her more as she gets older. I LOVE KIDS!!!!

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:x:x

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:cry::cry::cry::cry:

I am so hurt, sad and angry today!!!
Like why sometimes when you are doing something good, does it seem like your being punished for doing a good deed or treated like you are doing something wrong???!!!!