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so today has been a roller coaster
my insane cousin not teffo :no no: calls my mom up and tells her that her aunt has passed away ok, so i have three women that are freakin out and cryin so i call her back to confirm wat she said is true she says hold on a sec let me check :eh:
so she calls me back and says ohh shes not dead yet but any minute like seriously wat the heck is wrong with ppl i mean not only is she messin with my families emotions here shes not gettin her facts straight about a persons precious life ufff i was mad man
so i had to vent :(
and i feel bad cause we're all on the edge because we know shes not goin to make it but i mean wat can we do all of u guys are prayin for her which we are grateful for and we're all praying i just hope god helps her in a way that is best for her :cry:
god bless u guys and ur families
honestly these past couple of days, ive really been thinkin alot and reflecting,, and u know the saying "life is too short" its sooo damnn true i cant believe how fast someone that had a bright smile and golden heart can be taken down sooo fast by such a sudden thing :(
so remember to always say i love you to ur loved ones, and dont let ur mom or dad or loved ones be upset or bitter its not worth it u might not have the chance to say im sry :(
well wat can i say about today, its been a cloudy day filled with gloom i tell ya :(
i woke up at the sound of my aunt mona calling me to wake up then she rushes to the phone and is told by my other aunt that their aunt misko aka mary passed away but really she had passed away from yesterday but my uncle johny didnt wanna tell our families so they dont freak out in the hospital which is understanding
i couldnt go today at my families house cause i had to stay here and wait for family that is comin from toronto and go there tomorrow till sunday :? its soo damnn hard i mean just thinkin that a person is really gone really makes u think is it a dream? will i wake up and everythin is as it should be and shes here?
i guess u cant have everythin u want in life its not fair :(
i talked to my younger cousin who is also a sister to me we're really close and i felt bad cause shes havin a hard time accepting the passing, and its even harder to her because our aunt had been at her house two days before laughin and enjoying herself, so to have seen her at the hospital was a experience for her
she keeps sayin that she doesnt believe it was her because it didnt look like her and i cant agree more with her but reality is it was her bunched up around wires and machines :cry:
the song thats been playin on my pc is the new song with
Il divo and celine dion - i believe in you (very beautiful i really hope u guys hear it) god bless u guys love ya all
lyrics to i believe in you
I Believe In You Lyrics
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Send Il Divo polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone
Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find you light again
Don't you know
Don't let go
Be strong
Follow you heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.
Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A L'univers
Poursuis ta quete
Sans regarder derriére
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se léve
Suis ton étoile
Va jusqu'ou ton reve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu croix si tu croix si tu croix
En toi
Suis la lumiére
N'eneins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je croix que je croix que je croix
Que je croix
En toi
Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me to
And when I hold you close
I'll know that is true
Follow your heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
so saturday i finally got the chance to go to michi to my aunts funeral and i was waiting for the arrival of my family from toronto to go with them and we got to the bridge and crossin over and wat happens they tell my cousin to go to immigration and we were stuck there for two hrs i wanted to kill myself
so y did we get stopped over, because my cousin has somethin on her file but they didnt tell her wat and she has no idea wat it is all he said is that certain profiles are to register in and out when entering the US
watever :roll: she already dont like the US but she came for our aunt
so that was not cool then we got to our uncles house and evryone was there, it was very emotional seein all of ur family there in mourning thats for sure
but we prayed for our aunt so that god rests her soul, :( and today me and my cousin went to the church for our aunt but we had to go to early mass cause i stayed with her while we watched our cousins kids and went to the hall to reflect with the others it was a touching day for all of us she will be missed soo much
ive never seen such a noble and beautiful person inside and out as our aunt she never made anyone upset not one day but shes resting now along side her mom and i hope shes happy i know she is cause shes with god
god bless u all thank u again
so im thinkin of goin to a concert that is brian mcknight and baby face i told my bro to go with me cause he likes RnB too so hopefully we'll go i love them both great singers
so inshallah i go i really want to its at the palace on a tuesday thats the only sucky part :disgusted: but its k its worth it
so my favo song today that i heard at least twice was
boys II men-water runs dry ;) great song actually they have many great songs :love:
so today i go tpermission to get in a full class at the U
and i went to class "women and religion" i swear to god some feminist women make me ill :disgusted: y dont they just go somewhere alone with their klan and be the goddesses and have no man
muhahha they couldnt do it i bet u :mrgreen:
so im in a mood to make a feast and yet i dont know wat to make :think:
my favo song today is kelly clarkson- because of u :love:
not that its for anyone in my life but its a good song i think its good for girls who break up with guys and need encouragement i really love her voice shes awesome :alright:
now wat do i cook pm me if anyone got ideas :goofy:
so yesterday i was talkin to a friend an acquaintance of sam and rafid and i find out some verrryyyy interesting stuff that happened on saturday but my lips are sealed and i wont say a word but me and sammy had a laugh lool
so noone ask me cause if he dont say its not my place to say it :no no:
but u guys are funni god bless u loool :love:
today is my brothers birthday yayay hes 19 and hes already planned on goin clubbin this weekend and he said if i go hes gonna hurt me loool :roll: like wat he thinks im gonna embarrass him or something :goofy: wat a punk well happy birthday G :love:
and anddddddddddd my babys movie is out today :love: ddamnnnn canada they dont have it but that could be cause he wanted it released in the states only ohhh well ill go see it there :pimp:
hope everyone is drivin safe in this nasty pathetic weather :roll:
i hate snow it was sooo friggin cold walkin around campus uffffffffffff :(
sooo one bag is packed and ready to go but am i :disgusted:
my mom keeps cryin everytime she says goodbye to family and thats makin me ball and i havent even left i know ill ball sayin bye to her for two weeks lool i know its silly but i guess noone knows wat we mean to each other but us :(
soo anyways im gonna miss everyone that i talk to from the site and teffo :( i hope and wish u all a happy new year and merry christmas :love: :love: god bless u guys
plz plz plz ppl keep an eye on andy shkhito #1 and #2 michael and the third i am sure his smart mouth can keep him in check lol thats umi hehe :mrgreen:
im really excited to see one of my uncles its been 16 yrs and i could never have a conversation on the phone with him till this day because i miss him soo much that the sound of his voice makes me break down right away he is a dear person so i hope i see him and i cant wait to see how cute he is hes adorable looks a lot like my mommy so i think thats y hes a dear one lol they all look alike but hes special to her so he has a place special to me too
and i am goin to see all the old churches there soo im reallly happy i cant wait :love:
well now ciao to everyone ill be in the air on christmas day so plz remember me in ur prayers to arrive safe and sound and my mommy too on sunday :oops: thank u
woow its been century before i said a word in here lol
so i went to syria came back, great time there, soo much shoppin options dear lord but i got sick and i didnt do much :roll: but it was fun with my cousins and my aunts my whole generation was there almost only about 20 missing they all came from baghdad to syria to see us and go to the weddin it was a blast, a lot of fun and ill have pics in the pictrial soon :mrgreen:
i miss my family it sucks i see them after 16 yrs and now its like a dream that came and went by soo fast, everythin i do now theres things that reminds me of fun times we had :cry: but inshallah we'll see them soon, we're plannin on goin back as a whole family next time and we'll go up north to our village benatha, thier building homes now nd my aunts nd cousins are slowly movin up there so im glad ill see my village and see where my roots are and visit the surrounding villages :alright:
i also happened to stay in holand for 12 hrs when i was goin to syria my family picked me and my cousin up its a beautiful country so much green scenery its a beauty i deffinetly wanna go see the country more in the future :think: and they have a lot of water around their houses and stuff really nice and good food the airport is a beauty i couldnt believe how nice it is and they have like a shoppin center inside it :love:
i also went to two cities about an hr or so from the capital of syria there are two old churches one was in a city filled with armaic ppl aka assyrians, the church was a beauty and soo old over 800 yrs old and yet it looks timeless :alright:
i have some pics of the mountains around the churches ill show u guys but i have like three cds to go through lol :disgusted:
so i had a lot of fun visitin those places it was great ;)
so the ppl were great, but the country is soooooooo dirty omg its disgusting but i mean wat do u expect their poor nation but their soo welcoming and kind hearted it was really nice :alright: and i was forced to speak arabic at times and my cousins wife shes from mosol so she dont know surith and i had to speak arabic and i sounded like a chicken scratch and my cousins would laugh cause they thought it was cute cause i sounded like a forigener lol :oops: :oops: :oops:
so i learned to appriciate my life even more now since being back, i love it i learned alot and my cousins talked alot about their life back home and its heart breaking so i ask u guys to all pray for ur families and the safety of all our ppl they really need miracles to happen :(
god bless u guys
i almost forgot a sweet voice called me today and surprized me with her cuteness :love:
she said hello and i wasnt sure who she was lol and shes like u dont know who this is, so i said keep talkin lool :mrgreen: and then her sweet voice made me remember her sweet smile and i lite like a star and i said savvvvvoooo :jive:
uhh ur sooo cute i love u soo much i swear, and i appriciate that u called me i miss u too and i hope i see u soon :oops: , and we had a good time talkin lol just wanted to say ur a SWEET HEART nd i adore u khaie :love: :love: :love: thank u for the surprize i love surprizes :mrgreen:
so today was a good day i slept early last night and i had a dream lool no not a dirty one get ur head out of the gutter :thumbdown:
ok for those who know me well know im a freak for USHER ilove him to death, and im a lil obsessed soooo friggin wat lol
so today i saw myself in backstage waiting for him with my brother and wat does my brother do start snooping around his stuff like his sneakers and stuff and tryin stuff on lool soo typical thing that my bro would do llol then usher comes in nd well i was embarressed cause my brother ruined my whole meet and greet with him :cry:
but i dont care it was sooo good and felt soo friggin real lol ohh wow my life is interesting lol :bang:
anywaysssssssss i was checkin out my horoscope on the site and here it is very interesting i might say :think:
Aries
That new, interesting person you've been told to expect shortly? How does today sound? Good? Great. Now, for the preparations: First, drag everything you haven't worn in forever out of your closet -- because you haven't been in the mood to wear something different -- and choose something. You're fishing for interesting, right? So dress interestingly. It's not like you're not brave enough to pull it off -- that's for sure. Next, last and most importantly: Be prepared for a 'coincidental' meeting.
i like i like :yipyep:
so i went to the movies with my best friend we went and saw last holiday second time for me but wat can i say i am a romantic freak :) so theres a part where LL COOL J walks through the mountain of snow to try and reach her which is soo sweet but really in reality no guy would even walk in the rain lol :bang: but its soo cute i love it
and ohh yeah about my horoscope well nothin happened :thumbdown: lol all is good
ohh my favo line in the movie is when queen latifa says next time we will "LIVE MORE, LAUGH MORE, LOVE MORE" i love that line, i believe i laugh more then enough but i dont feel ive lived my life to the fullest which is my modo but then life aint always easy to live it as u please and the love part well i have to admit i dont let myself love enough i love my family and friends but personal life well still never fallin in love and maybe thats good maybe not who knows but i love that quote from the movie :thumbsup:
i hope u guys go see this movie its very uplifting and has a great point to it i think affects us in one way or another :rofl:
ok so today inshallah in less then an hr my mom is goin to be in toronto and shes comin home tomorrow im pickin her up at the station :love:
i cant friggin wait, havin ur best friend gone for that long and seeing her for two weeks out of seven is a killer and the house is soo damnn empty we all hate it and shes not allowed to go anywhere again for that long alone no way freddie :no no:
and then that means unpackin and gosh darn it its a pain in ur back side
:bang: but i dont careeee as long as she gets here safe and sound and then we can just chill :jive:
and i can go to church with my mom again which is somethin i love :tonguelie:
thank u to all who kept my mom in ur prayers to get home safe i appriciate it :love:
a taste of keisha coles cd awesome :thumbsup:
i love the song LOVE its awesome ;)
ill post more, if u guys like let me know, i love her cd cause its got great beats and its awesome when ur driving ;)
ok so my obsession lately has been my new arabic cds and im in love with shereens omg its amazing im gonna give some songs and i hope u guys love them as much as i do their beats and words are sooo good ahhhhhh :cry:
track 2 my khony michael sent it to me and it just so happens to be the same track that my lovely and dear to heart cousins loved to dance to and go nuts lool in syria and it brought a loooot of great memories so i hope u like its awesome
and number 4 and 5 are shereen i love both ;)
k here is the the rest of shereen lovely beautiful cd :cry:
i wish i could explain to myself wats goin through my mind i have been thinkin none stop since comin back home, and i cant explain my thoughts or feelings to anyone its soo stressful but wat is there to do i hope i pass this hurrdle cause i do not want to see myself lost i hate not havin control and i dont feel like id o these days who knows i hope its a cloud over my head that will pass away quickly
i had a great weekend i couldnt believe how much fun i had but i thank god i had fun and enjoyed my time with my cousins :thumbsup: i was stuck in michi on saturday from the storm but i was glad cause we went shoppin and i bought four pairs of shoes for the summer :love: their hotttt :jive:
so im plannin on attending wayne state in sept i cant wait i really wanna go there windsor university sucks and i cant stand it :bang:
so i pray that i get in and i can start there and finish with great accomplishments :thumbsup:
so inshallah all is good i hope u guys who watch football had a safe good weekend i drove down town to come home it looked very nice it didnt even feel like detroit so i must say it looked pretty lool :applause:
loooong day holy moly
just got home at seven from school and just right now on bet my favo song by kiesha is playing "love" i love it , mid terms start next week and stress for it through out the week cant wait :x , then spring break wat for i dont do nothin lol, i wish i wish i could go to cali, and go see sal and michael and my girl cousin in modesto, i havent seen her in yrs, and the other family i have in san fran and LA but who knows its all wishful thinkin right now :cry:
im really praying hard that i go to wayne state in sept, convincin my mother is the hard part cause she doesnt want me to cross everyday like its hrs away lol :bang: but like i told her today its my future, and wat i decide for it is wat matters unless she wants me to sit at home and work and she said noo so therefore i get wat i want its best for me and my future :thumbsup: god bless her shes soo cute but always makes me bring a case and evidence to her as if we're in court lol so inshallah i go i cannnnnt wait i wanted to go there from day one when i graduated high school before i went to college but life took me a diff path but its alll good :jive:
and i finally got a "myspace" lol my girl friend of a long time has this thing where shes hooked on makin them for ppl so she set up the whole thing for me but it was really nice of her and i felt like i was a burden but she said no sooo finally for teffo adn yaz i got one lool yayaya :love: lol its just another thing to be addicted to but i dont think ill be goin on mine as much as i visit ppls lol esp my girl cousins around the world :spoof: so all good and fun
wow i just read my horoscope on here and wouldnt u know its right on wat ive doing
Aries
An authority figure who's been on your case pretty hard lately has really done you a favor. You've been toeing the line, doing everything just right and even forcing yourself to work a bit of overtime, without being asked, and, more importantly, without complaining. Basically, you've been very, very good -- but now it's time to relax. That means sitting still, by the way -- for just a little while. No fair bungee-jumping, skydiving or parachuting off the tallest building in the city. Sit, Ubu, sit.
niice :applause:
lastest song or cd im listenin to is amir diabs new cd its awesome i like it and i hope we go to the concert its being planned to go with my two guy cousins and my two relatives so we'll see wat happens i hope i see him that would be a dream come true hes a great artist :thumbsup:
i just said v day should be known as B*s day and this is wat my horoscope said
:lol:
Aries
The full Moon will arrive late tonight, turning up the volume on all our emotions. In your case, it will also turn you into a magnet for the attention of admirers -- both new and old. If there's someone you've been trying to get together with, it's a given that you'll be able to make that connection now. Of course, with Valentine's Day just around the corner, it couldn't be better timing. Prepare for some serious romance.
thats funi i love romance but not on that day nooo tanks :spoof:
spent sunday in michi with family laughed aloooot with my younger cousins and my bro and he i told him about the certain person that called me a B word lool and welll he wasnt very happy and i dont think that person will be either when he confronts them lol :jive: gotta love him hes a cutie pie hes soo protective and hes younger its adorable and annoyin at the same time lol :angel:
every day that goes by in my life i am more prone to appriciate the love and blessing i have been givin by the almighty for having such great parents and brother i dont know wat i did in my past life but i thank him a million trillion times for the love hes always shown me thank u [-o< god bless u guys
p.s i miss teffo but i dont call her cause i know shes at work and i dont wanna bug her cause i know she just looooves her job lol i think tomorrow im gonna bug her enough :applause:
Teffo
02-13-2006, 10:08 PM
i miss u too khayee
i miss u too khayee
LMAO I WISH U seen my face when i saw ur name under my blog :( i miss u tooo looots shit i gotta see u soon man its been to long thats it gosh darn it but im not goin anywhere for two weeks cause of mid terms I LOOOOOOOOOOVE U TEFFO LOTS dont ever forget :thump: :ohyes: :tongue: muahhhhh :jive:
lmao teffo cracks me up lool :spoof:
i love goin to stores and lookin for dresses its easier to see and try on and get watu really like in real life not just on picture :jive:
Aries
You're optimistic, eager and anxious to take a chance -- at least one. So now, when the universe taps you on the shoulder, and asks that you leap before you look, simply because it feels right, you'll be more than happy to accept the challenge, and more than confident enough to pull it off. You've paid your dues for some time now. How about letting the warrior side of your personality have some long overdue fun?
^^^^^^^^my horoscope today i like it i am optimistic ive been very since the beginning of the yr :angel:
so today i gotta finish my review up and my last exam till after the break is tomorrow ufffffffffffff i ve been stayin up late and i miss makin fun of some ppl cause im not talking to them :jive: ill be back sooon hehe
ohh yesterday i was pranked by good friends lol it was funni one of them has been tryin for months and was never successful till they tried together and almost got me but i was goood with my investigation senses lol :applause: it was a good laugh thats for sure :spoof:
i dont know wat to cook i want food but i want something good :?
and i feel my wisdom teeth coming out omg :cry: :x :x one has popped out a lil and the others i can feel wanna come out ufffffffff its not time for it i dont wanna be in pain i hate them already :( :( well i gotta pray that they dont hurt cause i sure as hell cant get them out anytime soon i dont want pain no way jose :cry:
so i hope everyone has a great day its supposed to either snow or rain or a combo slush yayaya :thumbdown: god bless
i love my horoscope today its awesom :thumbsup:
i had a nitemare last nite i wish i never seen its really bothering me i keep seeing it over and over, it was sad but its k gods with me im gooooooooood
here my horoscope :?
Aries
You've decided to give yourself exactly what you need -- which might be a change of scenery and some new people and experiences to enjoy. Still, you're duty-bound to make sure everything at home will run without a hitch in your absence. So before you board that plane or train, or hop in your car, be sure the person you trust most is in charge of everything. You won't be able to enjoy yourself or concentrate on the task at hand if you don't.
sooo true
:thumbsup:
so spring break is here and im not doin jack except read and start outlines for essays dont u wish u were me :angel:
i miss rkb i miss makin fun of dorkis ihope hes well miss ya dorkis :spoof:
Aries
You've played your cards close your chest for a while now, taking care to maintain your privacy. Better keep that up, because the heavens have arranged an opportunity for you to take a risk -- and to issue a challenge. For the next three weeks, a secret tryst will be possible. Think you're ready? Are they?
todays horoscope wat ever this thing is comin im ready for it :twisted: lol
its interesting i like it
i cant believe my spring break is done holy moly ohh well life goes on :disgusted:
where do i start?
whenever i think im comin to the verge of fallin off
ur always there to pull me back and i thank you
when ever i think im losing it
u always make me see that im really just going through a blur moment
whenever i think the world is goin to crumble and fall down on me your always the one that spreads ur arms around me
whenever im anxious or stressed out, you always let me reach to the point where i stand still, and look around and appreciate it all
for that single moment you always make me smile , as if sayin, you tell me, "i told you, you would be fine"
for that i live for ever time i am faced with this anxiety
i take it as a blessing,
because with you i know i can face anythin ,
and the impossible you make it possible,
i know i may not say it out loud alot but you know that in every moment my heart is always in your hands,
just waiting for u to show me the way
for every path you take me i love,
i count my blessings that you have touched my life yet again
thank you lord for being my saviour
gosh i love my horoscope today
Aries
You're about to be on the receiving end of some really wild news -- all of it positive. Expect the word to arrive from a higher-up you weren't sure had ever noticed you, and to be amazed to discover that you definitely haven't been ignored. Once that news sinks in, you may need to make a decision -- a serious, wonderful decision. Prepare yourself for a lovely bolt from the blue. Oh, and if it doesn't happen yesterday (when you wish everything would happen) be patient. It's coming.
im waiting and i shall be patient lol :applause:
Aries
If anyone is unsurprised by the unexpected behavior of others, it's you. You've come to realize that anyone can literally be capable of anything. So when a family member suddenly announces that they're about to do something that no one who knows them would have ever expected, you may be taken a bit off guard, but in private, you'll encourage them to go for it -- and they'll love you even more for the support.
honestly im excited i hope i hear something and yeah imt he type that goes against everyones norms i m not hte type that sticks to family way of thought sometimes family are closed minded and thats no help to anyone
so yaya i hope its all good :?
gonna see my best friend today i havent seen her in weeks for lords sake
and goin out to lunch and my womans study class we;re watching the colour purple my role model oprah uhhhhh :applause:
ok so i do have a lot of projects due uffffffff, and i have sooo many weddings this yr god bless them all :jive:
and ims oooo excited for the months to come cause i feel big changes are comin and then i read my horoscope and it gets me more excitment lol :angel:
Aries
The heavens are chock-full of unpredictable energies at the moment -- which you just love. They're right up your alley. So does this mean you'll be inspired toward being even more impulsive, eager and enthusiastic than you usually are? Yep. So is that good news, or what? It could make it a bit tough for you to concentrate, and even tougher for you to sit still long enough to finish up any of the projects you've got going, but you'll love the surprises.
:think: aint it interesting lol
Aries
After doing your best to hold a grudge -- something you've never been any good at -- the peaceful mood the heavens are in will talk you out of it, even if a friend did something that feels like absolute treason to you. You'll wake up feeling compassionate, and ready, finally, perhaps, to accept the apology. Still, while forgiving is a good idea, don't feel bad if you're not quite able to forget. It's called wisdom, and it comes with experience. Sorry if this wasn't a pleasant one, but learn from it.
could be any good, i love wisedom and i cant believe how real this is , cause me and my mom always argue she says god says forgive and jesus said turnt he other cheek and i say i do forgive but u can never forget because u have to learn :angel: so good nite im beat and tired preparing food for a funeral tomorrow this weekend god rest his soul [-o<
ok so those who know me know that i procrastinate allllllllllllllllllllllllot nd i hate it with a passion every yr i say i wont do it and i do, :cry: it sucks i need a doc or meds or somethin
so i had this paper due today and its finally done, thank god i made it more complicated then it had to be really, and it sucked therefore i sat down and took the complicated out and i reconstructed it :x i hate papers dear lord make them go away all of them [-o<
anywhooo, i cant wait for some resting over the weekend my lil cousins are comin over this sat their sooo cute haha and they talk soo much surith its unbelievable i just wanna bite them lol :spoof:
and that means cookin which i look forward to mmmhmm
so i went to look at my horoscope this mornin and this is wat it said
Aries
Have you been itching to build a new kitchen cabinet? Or is it something less concrete that's calling you to action? Maybe you want to build a new relationship? Or a new knowledge base? Or develop a talent or two that you've let languish? Whatever it is, heed this call to action and get going. You'll be glad you took advantage of the moment when you did.
no wonder y its talkin about relationship since everyone around me keeps talkin about it and makin me seem like i need it lol :thumbdown: :thumbdown:
ill agree about the knowledge base cause im always eager to learn somethin new, and thats y i applied to wayne cause i believe they have a better care facility and accommodations for those ppl who are interested in teaching, unlike the U of windsor that sucks i swear it should be closed down cause their just retarded all of them esp the staff :bang:
HIIIIII BONO khilli libbokh lol u rock huni lool thanks for mentioning me in ur bloq hehe :love:
savo i miss her too :( ur right i miss her enthusiasm :cry:
i hope everyone has a good weekend and i hope and wish teffo the best i dont knw much about her job but i hope u like it huni :jive:
Aries
You're good with a crowd. You know how to tell jokes, shake hands and remember names. Today you'll very likely be doing all three. Even if it feels harder than it looks, it's good to put yourself out there. Don't overstrain yourself, though. Just go out there and trust your natural abilities. You might be surprised at how much easier it can be when you don't really make an effort. Some things, you know, are like that!
amen lol today i shook a lot of hands and its true i am good in crowds :think:
ive been up since5:45 am and im still goin but i need sleep cause my eyes are burning lol :shock:
i hope rkb is havin fun at the game wish i was there :spoof: i wannnnna say DETROIT BASKETBALLLLLL lol next time ill be goin hehe :jive:
Aries
Whether you've been on the lookout for a special somebody who will put an end to your single status, or you're in a relationship but have been feeling a little bit emotionally lost, the answer to your hopes and dreams could very well surface. Whether it's a person, an insight or both, you will find yourself in a very different emotional space by the end of the day. Maybe you should reserve a table at your favorite restaurant first thing this morning, just to be prepared!
veryyy nice today is last day of school and then exams next week dear lord i cant wait i need to rest :jive:
have a gooooood day all
i miss my friends i dont go online as often this week and i miss them they know who they are :spoof:
exams are done still havent blowed out my candles lol 8) its all good
beautiful days lately and im loving it
Aries
You don't hog the ball. No, you pass when it's time to pass. You shoot when it's time to shoot. You play defense when it's time to play defense. You're not calling tricky plays except when it's a good time to call a tricky play. You don't ham for the camera. You don't have chocolate stains on your jersey. You don't expect to be voted MVP. But you wouldn't mind being so, either. Good for you!
i like this its true im very compromising cause i dont like to cause problems but i wish i knew how to play ball lol :think:
Aries
It's pretty hard to plan for the future when you don't have a solid understanding of what's happening in the present. Oh sure, you kind of have an idea of what's going on -- heck, you know as much as most people do. But you are a deep, psychologically insightful person, and you have the tools to really, truly grasp what your current world looks like. If you do this, then you greatly enhance the chances that the plans you make will be relevant and effective. So go to it!
ohhh man is that soooo true right now :cry: i feel i dont have control lol my mind is in sooo many directions it needs to stop i have soo many plans and ideas dear lord let them calm down lool [-o<
Aries
Your energy is high, but you will be out of sync with most people. While things are crystal clear to you right now, other people are still in the dark. And try as you might, you won't be able to get them to understand. Let them figure things out on their own, and don't let them hold you back. Keep going and they will eventually catch up. A separation will try your patience, and remind you how valuable the people in your life are. Tell those you love how you feel about them.
one of the things i missed about the site the horoscopes lol its soo good
its good to be back home its sooooooo true the sayin "theres no place like home" amen to that :jive:
talk about insightful horoscope
Aries
Your fiery enthusiasm for what you believe in is powerful -- you can always make things happen with your emotional conviction. But rein in that power and keep it to yourself right now. Controversial conversations could be filled with traps. If you jump into things heart-first, you may end up getting burned -- or at least putting your foot in your mouth. Experiment by taking an impersonal point of view. Don't let your listening skills be hampered by your passion.
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ok so yesterday i cleaned my car and that was the biggest mistake :( i have carpotunnel and well it kills me today it really hurts my right arm its all tense and it hurts im not supposed to type but my left arm god bless it is ok [-o<
so lesson learned neveeeeeeeer evvvvvver wash the car :x im wearin my wrist thing to put pressure so blood circulates in my arm and i hate wearing it cause its tight :shock:
sooo yeah if u got carpo dont wash cars :disgusted:
so this week was good i chilled with teffo it was gooood i missed her and we ate and of course we ordered for a whole family i always do that i can never order just wat i can eat its a bad habit we both have lol :spoof: but i love hangin out with her cause shes nuts just like me :love:
i go back to work tomorrow :jive: i cant wait i missed the ppl so much nd i guess it means things are back to normal
still waitin to hear from WSU so for those who care keep me in ur thoughts :handkiss:
god bless peace out "A TOWN" thats for my baby boo USHER :tongue:
Aries
If your relationships feel like they're in a holding pattern, start thinking about the future. Where do you want your friendships and romantic partnership to go? The plans you formulate will be powerful reminders of the growth you've made and the growth you still want to make. Ten years from now, the people around you may be different, and you need to be different too. Prioritize who you spend your time with based on who best fits into the future you want for yourself.
interesting and true :think:
Aries
Thinking ahead can be daunting. There's no such thing as a crystal ball, and sometimes when you plan too narrowly, you end up making dangerous assumptions. To avoid the pitfalls of forecasting your life, don't get too tied up in timeframes. Just think about what you want in your life and go about getting it. Recent bad habits are preventing you from expecting the best of yourself, so add more discipline to your life and say 'no' more often. Perfection isn't the goal -- happiness is.
thats it im gonna say nooooo from now on except for rizza :think: shoes and purses :angel:
sooooo friday nite :? where do i start lool well i went to work from 9:30-530 i was teachin at my preschool job omg i was soo tired lol and then i got home and i had to be out by 730 i went out with my best friend shes gettin married in two weeks to my guy best friend so the grooms men and bridesmaids went out
we went to applebees we had a blassssssssssst omg i havent laughed that hard well since i got back lol i met step's cousin aka steven hes a cool guy "coco" :spoof:
and we were starting to order and i ordered a virgin margarita when everyone almost wanted to choke me and i couldnt understand y they dont get i dont drink so my best friend orders shots for everyone and i said no and my grooms man says if u dotn drink it ur walkin down by urself thats fine with me lool :lol: so then my best friends said i have to and i took the shot :shock: omg i felt hooooooooooot my head felt like it was on fire and i wanted to throw up for the first min loool but then i was ok my best friend took a shot too and well she was buzzin alllllllllllllll through dinner it was the funniest thing but i was cool cause im crazy as always :angel: so i am no longer an alcohol virgin :thumbdown: im dissappointed butttttttt im still not gonna drink thats it i only did it for them and once in a lifetime ;)
so then we went to the chaldean fest for like ten mins and evryone was lookin at us cause god forbid girls and guys hang out lol so we looked around not a lot of ppl it was almost over anyway :spoof: but it was fun day i had a lot of fun
today go to work i might go to the fest at nite i dont know and tomorrow im goin to michi after church to sleep there and go to wayne on monday to see wats up with my damnnn papers pray for me
i have faith in this but its the waitin thats gets to me i have no patience and i know thats one thing god always helps me with but i just wanna make sure their doin their end of the work [-o<
i hope everyone has a great weekend and if u can go see the chaldena fest its fun and ull be with suryai its not always great btu its fun lol
and savo khaie ur the sweetest thank u for prayin for me and mentionin me in ur blog inshallah ur always safe from harm and i hope all ur worries turn into joy and blessings inshallah god fills u wiht strength and happiness always i miss u girlie i hope i see u soon :love:
so yesterday who did i see savooooooo :jive: i was sooo happy i gave my sweetie a big hug nd kiss she looked sooo purrrrrrrrty and next to her was nora g so funi cause i didnt know who it was and savo told her and she was all excited to know it was me soo adorable lol it was nice to see u girlies i had fun at the fest lots of ppl and the dancing well i could give them a few pointers on who to shake it harder :lol:
good weekend so far,
congrats laura to ur family huni i wish ur sister a long happy life with her new hubbie cant wait to see u in two weeks wohhhhhoooo :applause:
a great nite last nite my two best friends married finally they looked soooo beautiful and their smiles ill never forget im soo happy for them god bless them always with joy and blessings and i pray that they have a long happy and healthy life together and manyyy kids hehe
and seeing L was awesome hehe :love:
i had soo much fun dear lord my knees are hurting from all the dancing but its sooo worth it :jive:
so i read my horoscope its scaring me :(
Aries
With a morning full of excitement and activity, you get a charge to bust onward like there's no tomorrow. This positive wave is an excellent feeling, but resist the urge to extend yourself too far. The balance in your energy account is actually running quite low, today's deposit notwithstanding. Save the rest of your oomph for an upcoming rainy day -- one when you'll have to summon everything you've got to rescue an iffy situation.
i dont liek rainy days i hate rain lol uff i hope its all good nd not sour lol :angel:
Aries
Consistency is an important part of your life right now, and it has enabled you to decrease your stress level quite a bit. Today the placid surface of your life gets stirred up a bit, but this is something you've been waiting for -- and looking forward to. It's not an upheaval; it's an invigoration. This change is a darn good one, full of lots of positive opportunities and some possible financial benefits as well. Never before has an earthquake yielded such a beautiful landscape!
soo true i am tryin to have more control of my life cause i have this tendency to umm let things drag on lol noooot good :jive:
Aries
Remember that you have one of the best guts around (in terms of instinct, that is!). So this recent bout of self-doubt is completely unwarranted and unnecessary. Today you need to trust yourself! This day offers you a big opportunity to try out your new optimistic self-assurance -- and the best part of it is that it will be fun and completely risk-free. Consider it training wheels for a healthier ego. Your ability to see the future will grow stronger once you start listening to yourself again.
haha i love this cause i do see in the future sometimes and its pretty cool but thats of course cause my life is in gods hands and therefore i am guided by his wishes i love it and i love that i have such a strong gut feeling that ican feel wat is to come
step i hope ur readin this hehe :spoof: i told u im psychic lool ahhh all in good fun i wish i could get a reading soon lol :think:
i bought chinese food alone yesterday and ate it it was sooooooooo good teffo dont like chinese :( so no eat chinese with teffo :love: so i ate before i see her i hope i will hehe :spoof: love babes
have a great day everyone
and god plz bless savo all the time and help her guide her in all the right ways her heart desires and let her breathe when she fails to remember to stop and see wat her blessings are i love u khaie ur such a sweetheart im blessed to have u as a friend
and let bono come home safe and sound and so we can hear all the cool beers hes had and the disappointment he felt :cry: when france lost its k babes we miss ya come back mauhhh
and last but not least plzzz god bless my cousin thats carrying ur blessed angel help her through her journey and let the angel stay with us long enough to welcome him into our hearts with safe and sound journey for the mom and the angel amen [-o<
Aries
Like a neon arrow flashing and sirens blaring, what you need to do today is terribly obvious. The fact is, if you've been waiting for push to come to shove, your wait is over. Push has definitely grown into shove by now. You'll be sure about your actions, but they might require you to step out of your personality comfort zone. It's true: Being more aggressive or domineering isn't easy. But it's something you simply must do if you want to get somewhere (or get something started) with someone.
lamo everyone that knows me and are close to me always push me when it comes to this "starting somethin" well sometimes i just dont want to i let it be and god will start it if its meant to be but i agree sometimes i feel like being aggressive and i stop myself cause im scared and like it says its out of my comfort zone :pleased:
im seeing teffo today yayyaya :applause:
so i saw teffo and we went out adn well i pigged out and she watched me 8) she wasnt feeling well :( and i tried to make her comfy i hope that helped :love:
im soo happy bono is back thank god he came safe and sound :love: missed ya babes
well i read my horoscope today and i agree wiht it i cant stand it when ppl cant face facts and reality and they wanna live in their own lil bubble :thumbdown:
Aries
Not all people fulfill their promises, and today you get a fresh perspective on someone who is veering close to being a hypocrite. This person's aims are more ambitious than their abilities. It's a harsh lesson for anyone to learn, but even more so for them. Believe what you see and form your own opinions. Your honest assessment could help them, but are you willing to chance their volatile reaction? Keep your distance from folks who aren't capable of facing facts.
Aries
You still need to get yourself more involved in the rhythms and activities of the people around you -- these folks are looking to you for a new idea or trend, and they have confidence that you'll dream up something major. If you need assistance getting something off the ground, just ask the supportive crowd that surrounds you. They have excellent ideas and are eager to help. You need to realize that the people you've chosen to include in your life are there for a reason.
thats soo true cause i choose who i want in my life carefully i only pick those i can trust and i know are loyal cause i dont like liers and i cant stand ppl who are dishonest nd those who try to hurt ppl they say they love :thumbdown:
ive been feeling a lil down i dont know y but lots goin through my mind my nana is sick and its really bothering me that shes up north back home and i cant see her but i wanna hear her voice soo bad
we all have talked about death adn ppl know i cant stand it so if i lose her shes the only nana or grandparent i have ever known and been close to its gonna be tough so im prayin that she can make it and she comes back to good health its selfish of me to ask god to keep her although shes sick but i am prayin i can see her again :(
if i dont i dont know its guilt ill live with i guess i just pray lord that u keep her safe and i pray that she gains health and comfort again [-o<
Aries
As always, it's important that you succeed right now -- but it's even more important that you avoid putting too much pressure on yourself. Go easy! Pressure, stress and self-doubt are your biggest enemies right now, and they could cause a bit of a landslide if you're not careful. The good news is that you already have all the power you need to conquer anything -- it's deep inside of you (whether you believe it or not). When you need it, all you have to do is believe and it will be there.
lately the one thing im heading for that i want and im at a dead end and i know its in me and i can do it but gosh i have nothin to start with but yet i want to get to the end and everyone that knows wat im goin through says its in me to do well yeah ur right basssssssssssss uffff i need to get a tarot reading i neeeeeed one lmao :cry:
well i hope i can get read of the self doubt its honestly makin me insane its not about whether i feel good about me no none of that self doubt but its a factor i have to reach sooner or later grrrr i guess the first step is to let go of the pressure and self doubt and ill get started :think:
Aries
It's all about strutting your (very hot) stuff right now -- your strength is bigger than ever and growing! Make sure nobody ignores you today. Put on your boldest outfit, laugh your loudest laugh and flash your brightest smile. Do whatever it takes to stand out from the crowd and make a jaw-dropping impact. People are looking in your direction and wondering who you're and what you're all about. Keep them guessing, and you'll keep getting noticed.
hooow nice considering my weekend started out awesome at meet and greet chillin wiht bono, sam, neo
and normieeeeee, and dorkis of course step :spoof:
and teffooo :love: thank u khaie again for everything
and then saturday i was out visitin family and at 12 am i go to my uncles and find out that my lil cousin is in the hospital he was sick adn we took care of him but his fever was not goin down and so we went to the hospital to catch upw ith my aunt and teffos sis who were there and from 12 -5 am we were up we left the hospital at 4 and they had been there since 8 pm so god bless them and give them strength thank god today hes feeling better he has a viral infection a very serious virus they thought it was menangitis thank god it wasnt [-o< so it was a looooong nite i havent had decent sleep ;) but thank god everythin is ok
but my horoscope is cute i think i love it the end lol i love makin ppl guess cause i like to be a mystry 8) its not always good to reveal alllllll at once its nice to have plenty of layers i believe so that ppl can see the real u when they give 100%
muhahaha some say thats evil but ohh well lol u cant be an open book to everyone how fun is that ;)
okkkk savo eat ur heart out alright girlfriend cause bono had my name on him mmm hmm on his stomach :angel: soooo wat now :think:
haah lmaooo i love u huni :love: i better see u soon ms savo
k i gotta go god bless
Aries
If you've been waiting for a jump start to your social life, today brings good news! All signs point to a fantastic new beginning. Things might not be quite ready to move forward today, but they'll start soon. It's all about moving slowly but surely, so remember what they say -- anything worth having is worth waiting for. Luckily, a big payoff is due today in another area of your life, and it's one you should share. In fact, you would be wise to build a group social event around it.
so i was tellin my best friend jus the other day that whenever i want somethin i always have to work hard at it but if somethin comes easy for me i dont value it and i let go easily which is not good and there u go i love that "anythin worth havin is worth waiting for and thats sooo damnn right cause im waiting til its worth it lol
i was feeling a lil blue this week with my cousin sick and ewan got in an accident its soo sad i hope hes good and gets better i wanna see his smile again god bless u ewan i hope u get better soona dn come to my work so ic an laugh wit ya :love:
so today i did get news and its awesome and its made me feel better hehe i love u c ur the best babe :love:
ok thats all i had for now lol
god bless
Aries
Today you should continue gliding down this less-than-active track -- after all, you're finally starting to get the hang of it! Taking the back seat on the journey provides you with a much more entertaining view, and this fact becomes extremely evident today. There is a show going on around you that you don't want to miss. People can be entertaining, and the folks in your life are real superstars. Let them entertain you, and you'll have a good time. Yes, siree!
i like my horoscope lol its funi
ok so this weekend wow it was looong and i didnt sleep much so i am still feeling it tiredddd but it was fun the next two weeks are crazy this weekend thur i have a wedding in michi then fri i have a birthday party my childhood friends its in birmingham then sat im goin clubbin wiht my cousins from toronto i dontk now now where and we're also shoppin for bridesmaid dresses that day so that should be fun :shock:
and sunday my uncle is havin a picnic in stoney creek its every yr its an assyrian picnic but of course everyone is welcome we're all suryai :love:
i hope its nice weather wiht no humidity :bang: i hate this damnn hot weather its nasttttty
so anyways i hope everyone had a great weekend god bless :thumbsup:
Aries
Take stock in one of your closest relationships today -- it is natural for people to drift apart, but you may not be realizing how quickly this friendship is fading. A recent social outing didn't turn out to be as much fun as you were hoping. Was it just a case of having unrealistic expectations, or are you guys drifting apart? Readjust your expectations and realize that you can work through this change if you both want to. It may be time to have an honest heart-to-heart talk.
its hard to have a friendship there for a while and then have to let go of that closeness but u gotta do wat u gotta do no matter wat u gotta appriciate the friendships god has given u and pray and wish everyone the best ;)
im gonna meet up with C today again yayay :jive:
an d i gotta sort out my room god help me im always givin to chairties and i still have al ot of things :cry: wat movies should we watch :think: we went and saw lil man yesterday ufff it wasnt that good :thumbdown: i hate stupid movies but it was for her :love:
so im gonna be in michi from thur to sun i think thats alot of time in michi lol i should change my city from windsor to windsor/michi :lol: its all good i like michi now more then before ;)
god bless
Aries
The best strategy for today is to have no strategy whatsoever. You must put aside your agenda and just let everything unfold in its own way, in its own time. If you're involved in a big event or contest, there's no way to swing the outcome in your direction. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. Now is not the time for major moves in a love, school or financial context. Just sit tight for a while and wait until the stars say it's a wise time to go forward.
now isnt that the best thing a girl can ever hear lol i really like that it really fits how i feel right now ;)
"if its meant to be its meant to be" awesome :thumbsup:
i hope evryone has a good day even though its rainin and ugly make the best of it :love:
ok so this weekend was awesome i had so much things goin on it was crazy i saw normie on friday hehe and i did scary him lol i saw him get in his car and i was talkin to my cousin and i couldnt believe my eyes that it was him so i said his name a few times nad he did look at me like i was nuts :spoof: which i mean i am lol it was awesome to see my boy love u babes :love:
then saturday guess who i see :shock: mr zraff at elysium now that was a pleasent surprize as well ;) it was good to see him he looked sharp i might add :thumbsup:
sunday we went to my uncles picnic the assyrian aid society threw it was nice not as many ppl showed up this yr the down side but it was still fun
and then monday i was tired as heck from all the craziness from thur to sun in michi i was beatttt :( so i fell asleep took a nap and my doosha helped me wake up :applause: ty
and today i have been eating none stop i dont know y but ive been piggin out like no other lol might i add that someone called me a piggy too :spoof: lol i dont know i was eating chips chocolate , sandwiches, byrani like damnn none stop i hope its just a one day thing cause if i keep goin im lookin at 20 pounds by the weekend lol
:thumbdown:
so this week im working and then fri im off to toronto til monday i cant wait to see my cousins there and have fun pkhelit allaha
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so it has come to my attention that a person i love has been stressed out lately and i just wanna say that im really happy for u and where u are right now i couldnt have asked for a better person to come into ur life, i pray for u to always be as happy as u are now and to always be blessed with wonderful blessings from god i love u i hope u know who u are *auntie* inside thing loool :love:
otay ciaoo bloq god bless
Aries
There's an air of impatience today, and for once it's not coming from you. You're usually the one who is pushing for things to go further faster, but right now that's not a high priority for you -- things are already working well. It might take a bit of explaining to set the worried minds of coworkers or family members at ease. Let them know you're in control and you know exactly what you're doing (even if you don't). Right now it's important to stay in control.
for today its interesting i guess
ive been wantin to post here and just write wat i have on my mind but god help me ic ant get myself to get going
:thumbdown:
i dontk now wat it is but its phase where i hate being and thats stressed confused nd and lost
there are soo many things i cant get out of my mind things i wanna accomplish thigns iwanna get done situations i want resolved i dont know how or wat to say but god only knows cause theres a burning fire in my heart that just wants to get goin but im waiting for ur sign lord lead me when u are ready [-o<
ic ant wait for that sign, patience has not been one of my best assets i wish i could get more but im tryin my best lord so plz bare with me and help me
i keep uffin lol and thats nto cool i hate when i huff and puff lol around the house but im not moody or got an attitude because i dont believe anyone deserves to be given a bad mood or attitude when ur the one who has issues to deal with so im cool just internal processing goin on lol
ok enough ill be back another day god bless all
Aries
Whether or not you know the difference between a hammer and a wrench is irrelevant -- today you need to build something. Creation is a powerful experience, and one that will be especially rewarding. Find something that you can do and do it! Like to cook? Tackle an ambitious dinner menu. Love listening to music? Put together a mix CD or try to record some of you own stuff. Even if it won't win any awards, you'll at least end you day knowing that you did something.
how freaky ok i wanan get me a new desk and im waitin cause thier all sold out at both stores
second ive been wanting to make a lesgna dish for my cousins their comin over on thur and i said i was gonna burn me a few cds cause i gave myf avo one to my cousin lol cool
today i was soo hurt cause bono is cheating on me for real now and savo has no shame :cry: its ok im not gonna go publish on the site that bonos mine really bas mekhalif ur young savo u gotta learn lol :spoof:
my cousins gettin married in dec and im a bridesmaid i feel so stressed cause we're lookin for dresses goodness gracious it is such a headach
:bang: i think we have found the ones lol but we'll see :no no:
Aries
As the old saying goes, you need to make hay while the sun shines. Today you're going to have the attitude and energy to finally tackle an (unpleasant) task you've been putting off ... so do what you need to do to make that task your number-one goal. If you have to rearrange your schedule or back out of a social date, do it. You need to do what you feel like doing, especially if it's something that has needed your attention for a while.
i have been goin crazy for schedule for classes dear lord its frustrating i got them thank god but i still need to work some stuff out
i just read ur blog L nd i was laughin loool :lol: so wat was he u gotta tell me was he all white lool
and the song u were singin ludicris i was singin it but i was like mooooooooove then pause get out of the way cause i was runnin late to my orientation there was a bad accident on i94 yesterday at 830 am :x
i hope their ok [-o< [-o<
i cant wait im soo excited nervous i dont know a looot of emotions :jive:
sry if ppl msged me and ihavent msged u back its a backed up day today i swear but im well and egar and cant wait :cry: < me in a month when i have deadlines
:applause: <me now lol
GOD BLESS have a great and safe weekend plzzz dont drink and drive guys
so this weekend so far lets see
fri was a day from hell at work :( , i cried for the first time in almost 5 yrs i never have shed a tear but i lost it when i saw the wife of my good friend Cop Troy
his wife came in and i saw her and i said i miss u and i miss the kidsa nd i tried to tell her how sorry i was and i couldnt make it to the funeral because i really loved him and he was a dear friend and i started to cry and she got teary a nd she held my hand :cry: just writint his is makin me teary he was the sweetest friend and co worker on fridays i love u troy sooo dearly and i miss ur friendship ur bright smile and when u came in and said HEY BUDDY :cry: i wish i could give u time from my life to see u around again and see ur kids grow up
:(
so that made my day hell the rest of the nite i kept catchin myself teary and my managers asked me if i was ok and i told them ihad seen his wife and they understood cause everyone knew how close we were me and a few other ppl to troy i hope and pray ur resting in peace and i hope that ur family is always blessed god keep his family safe and let those who love him know that hes in ag ood place [-o<
and at the end of the nite two damn teens got arrested for being drunk in a public place they were talkin back to the cop and yelling and uffff they got arrested for being stupid
today went by thank god, i had ash my cousin here she makes me smile even if im in the worst oof moods shes my angel honestly shes my baby sis my best friend everythin :love: and i cant wait that we're goin to experience wayne together we're soo egar
and tomorrow is the shower for teffos sis in law that should be cool although one of my aunties from t hat side got hurt today and i feel bad i hope she gets better soon [-o<
i hope evryone has a great weekend and be safe god bless all
so im takin an arabic class lord help me :shock: i know how to speak but damnn its confusin and ive learned like 6 letters but theirs like 4 forms of them its funi but i gotta read and ihope that helps lol
school started today uffffffffff i gotta try get in a class on fri i hope i get in then my schedule will be better [-o<
i have a history class of 400 ppl which is insane there are 17 sections to it :bang: insannnnne
i miss my home i havent been home since sun and its weird ill be spending time at my uncles cuase me and my cousin will go together but damnnn its weird my mom is havin a hard time adjusting to reality that ill be livin here and there and shes gettin sad cause she will miss me andi miss her already :cry: bayin yimmmiiiiiie lol i swear we're both boaters i called her like four times today :spoof: shes soo silly
my cousin is pregnant thank u lord u answered my prayer :angel: and my other cousin back home got engaged im soo happy for both god bless them
i just wanna say sry if i dont answer evreyones msgs who msg me i am not home therefore idont go on alot sry guys shout out to alll my homies lmao if ur in school focus and do well for everyone god bless u guys and give u energy
and i wanna say a special thank u to steve aka step for givin my cousin a great birthday i read her bloq and i had a smile thank u for showin her how truely awesome person she is i thank god u guys met i love seein u together u bring the best in each other i can honestly say so thanks babe u rock :thumbsup:
Aries
Fresh ideas can be hard to recognize, especially today, when you might be distracted by someone's good news. But have no fear -- with grace and happiness, you're able to effortlessly support the people you love and still impress the people you admire. Listen for positive feedback carefully -- it's the signpost showing you the way toward innovative thinking. The people around you know there's more to you than meets the eye, so believe them when they say you can move mountains.
veryyy nice
omg its beeeeen a loooong week dear lord i havent had real sleep :cry: im soo tired and i wasnt hyper at work so everyone was sayin ohh u look tired u ok i mean yeah im ok thank god life is good stress but i mean who doesnt have stress everyone so u cant complain cause it gets u absolutely noooooo where :thumbdown:
today was the best day yet i talked to my nana back home i havent heard her voice in over 4 yrs im sooo bad but i have such a tie with her that even thinkin of her so far away i cry
so i talked to her i picked up i said hi nana dakhit and she calls me a cute name not my real name shes gettin older and i pray that god keeps her safe and health and sound
so i was doin good no cryin and she started to cry and she asked me when shes gonna see me i said hopefully next yr comin and she said i wanna see u before i die :cry: thats where i lost it thinkin of her gone i cant bare not for a second she helped raise me and grown up ppl said i looke djust like her i dont think now i just have her small eyes :( which i call chinky eyes me and my cousin we make fun of ourselves :jive: it was soooo good to hear her voice god bless u nana i broke down and she broke down even more uhhhh i love her i cant wait to see my family again i miss them soooooo much dear lord bless them all
every suryia or innocent person keep them safe from harm [-o<
my guy cousin lol hes soo cute he just had his first baby girl him and my cousin of course married to each othe rlol he keeps sayin he wants me to go so he can throw me in the water falls :shock: im a lil scared lol i know hes jokin but uumm i can see them doin somethin not nice and scarin me lol i love them soo much their lik emy bothers i have 6 of them who are my brothers biologically no but in any other way that counts more yess :love:
God plz everyone i hope you forgive us lord in our weaknesses when we forget how to be thankful for the gifts u have granted us amen
I know milo is happy his mom is here yayyaya i hope u eat a lot lol make sure u tell her everythin u been cravin like biryani dork lol god bless her for u babe
ok sooo i dont know where to start i feel all kinds of emotions confusion happiness, loneliness, anythin u name it :think:
y i have no idea maybe this new transition i love it but at the same time i miss home i miss my moms voice even though she wakes me up earllly on saturdays lol i love her so much i call her from school and my uncles house but its not the same my daddy i miss him he misses me my bro umm hes there lol :spoof: i think he misses me but wont admit it cause he has noone to argue with :love:
but i love it cause im with my cousin ash and we're havin fun meetin new ppl and goin to school and being stuck in traffic loool
its all good so far so we shall see wheret his leads i am thinkin of goin abroad to do one of my placements god willing when its time for it ;) like spain omg its been a dream god willing when time is right i shall go
today is C's birthday my best friend an di havent seen her in over a month how sad is that and thats cause we're both busy :cry: i cant wait to see her :love:
i wanna hang out with ppl i love and have fun with i have soo many ppl who keepin sayin if i dont go out this weekend or the next they will kill me more like ill be killed cause im soo busy with school already i swear :bang: but its alll goood cause im hapy and im blessed thank u lord for everythin that u are bringin my way
god bless all
:shock: i know how to write a few words in arabic lmaoooo who would have thought the day would come that i would learn how to speak it and almost read and write it hahah well the reading part is still scratchy so is the writing lol but im gettin there i almost gave up on the class cause it seemed impossible but im glad ididnt i am lovin this damn work load noot but i really enjoy it and i cant wait to show my mama my work she will be proud and laugh at me lol cause my writin is horrible as is and this baaaaaaah its awesome loool
ive been up since 630 and i dont know y but im in a good mood maybe cause my love is goin to pick me up today a nd thats my mother :love: i miss my pumpkin sooo much uffff we're so close yet it seems soo far :cry:
so shes comin and we're goin to go shoppin yayya for us lol and spend money i dont have lol its alll good u live once
i hope everyone is havin a good morning god bless all
my bono doosha his birthday is soon i wonder if hes ever had a rizza cake before :think:
Aries
Embarking on a new venture could make even the most seasoned pro so nervous they're biting their nails, but it looks like you're really onto something life-altering and amazing. So keep going! If you've been waiting for an excuse to try out a new outfit, hot spot or even a new pickup line, today is the day! The world around you is open to suggestions, and you have the right ideas. So don't waste time -- open up and get things started. The prognosis is very positive.
soooo nice to read that :love:
i really feel this great force and thats the lord guiding me :love: i havent felt this in a while and im soo grateful i love where i am where im goin and i have a feeling great things will keep comin of course
with obsticles cant avoid those ;)
i have so many weddings comin dear lord this sunday is the kheyapta et khitna like teffos thread said its for my cousin her bro its goin to be soo fun i always get teary when the old ladies sing its soo sad and their words are soo sweet :jive:
this shall be a good sunday lol
gotta go now bbl lol
some of my favo songs hope u guys enjoy ;)
wedding is almost here hawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwarrrr like bono says :jive: :jive: :jive: its gonna be sooo awesome i cant wait its gonna be great our whoollle family is gonna be there this wedding is soo huge god help me lool
i gotta get my stuff together cause i always forget things and i lose my mind :x
and then sunday we are off to toronto to my god brothers wedding whos my cousin also that will be awesome too my aunts are comin from england yayayya :love: love them dearly
we're stayin a cute hotel its nice and high greatttt :bang: i wotn be thinkin about my fear of heights at all :(
i believe teffo will be comin not sure yet if she is it will be fun like last time in the hotel gettin ready last minute lol
i hope and pray it goes well for the couples gettin married and i pray that they live happily under a blessed home and may god be with them always [-o<
i cant to see my closer cousin get married like my girls heheh :love: one is already gettin married thats my cousin sue, and then the rest will follow as they say i wonder whos next after teffos sis heheh i may know :jive:
god bless ciaoo
Sept 26,2006 will go down in history :jive: i had my first work out everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i stepped into a gym and i worked out although it wasnt alot about half hr i dont care i worked out i ran on the tredmill and i did some other machine lool it was fun and ill intend on goin again :applause:
i loved the feeling me and my cousin went it was our first we are no longer gym virgins :angel: lmao
and ppl were lookin at us i swear they could tell we're new lool
i have a cpr test tomorrow :think: that damnnn doll does not work properly i swear to god [-o< plzz work for tomorrow
hope u guys have a great day, teffo if u read this calll me or pm me about tomorrow ;)
Aries
All signs are pointing to a fantastic new beginning for you -- and a long journey or a geographical change could be coming soon. If a trip is already planned, expect it to go incredibly well. An upgrade may be involved. Prepare yourself for unexpected luxury. A financial payoff is due today, too, and it's one you should share with the people you love. Invite a few friends out to dinner and surprise them by footing the bill.
i just read my horoscope its good ;) most of it is hands down damnn right lol
where do i start...
life has been great and i cant explain it i feel good school is there its workload but its good i feel blessed as always thank god [-o<
i love seein my loved ones happy, thank you lord. my cousins are gettin one by one which is sooooo cute i had a blast at teffos bros wedding i cant explain my behind did not sit down all we kept doin is goin to the bar gettin water and goin back out lol i had soo much fun i loved seein teffo dancin shes sooo cute lol she was soo happy and adorable :love: she owned it lol
me and our cousins were goin nuts lol my cousins wife grabbed me and freaked me LMAOOO SHES SOO FUNI lool it was funi as hell shes soo cute lol
i have soo many pics of everyone it was a blast and the groom and bride of course loooked amazing sandra made me tear up soo many times ufffff lol
i saw tenu there tania she looked great too muahhh shes soo sweet and awesome
my cousin my god brother is gettin married tomorrow in TO babyyyy :jive: :jive: i cant wait i love him soooo much hes the sweetest ever and my aunts are here from london UK and my cousin who i loooooove to death :love: inshallah all goes well and evryone gets there safe and sound ya allaha [-o<
i wanna goooo to the movies theres soo many movies out today that are great i have to make time and go out soon i swear lol i havent been out for like two weeks :lol:
i just put my favo cd on my pc Ciara baby my favo cd is goodies mmm hmmm loool :jive:
i looooove these songs "and i" is soo special for me i loove it i dont know y i just felt soo connected to teh words ever since i heard it the first time enjoy
god bless i hope you all have a great weekend be good ;)
Aries
In the rat race that is your life, you cannot keep looking over your shoulder to see who's gaining on you. If you focus on what other people are doing, how will you concentrate on your life? Trust that you are a superstar in comparison to others. Things are well on their way toward being successful, and you should feel proud of your progress. The smartest way to compete is not against other people -- it is against yourself.
THATS ALL i do lol compete with myself cause i always wanna improve uffffffffffff i have so much crap to do mid terms are almost here :thumbdown: :thumbdown:
today i feel like a bum i am officially sick i have a runny nose and its annoyin
and i am in the same situation as sam now lol my wisedom tooth is actually growin sideways now and all nite i could not sleep the pain i wish upon noone i dont know how sam handled it jareh i am sick of it already its been a week im avoidin it , and now the bottom one on left is tryin to grow stupid tooth im goin to go and see a doc so i can get these stupid things out :cry: i dont want another surgery dear lord i hate havin teeth removed :thumbdown: i hope its not gonna kill me lol
today my moms cousin called from london and his sis who i call my cousin cause shes around my age is gettin married next summer god bless her shes soo smart and beautiful im happy for her
so this means i could go back to london omg [-o< i swear the first foot that i step back into that country i will ball my eyes out because it means soo much to me its undescribeable but if i dont get to go with my mom i will be heartbroken for sure :( so i hope i can go ill pray lol
my cousins shower is almost here next month the 11th and i cant wait shes gettin married less then two months im soo happy i honestly am so happy for her cause shes awesome and its about damn time she gets married lol
i hope everyone has a great weekend try to cover up as much as u can with this stupid weather lol and i hope u dont get sick god bless
Aries
Sometimes you don't need to know every single detail before getting involved in something new. And in some cases (like this latest development), it could be much better if you don't. Too many details could confuse you, overwhelm you, or more likely, give you reasons to back out of something you should pursue right now. Grab all of your spontaneous impulses and take that leap of faith ... all signs indicate that you will land squarely on your feet.
so lately things are nuts school where do i start its aloooot but its ok i can pull it with god by my side im gooooood
this horoscope is right on i do feel like takin a chance and we'll see :think:
so i hope everyone is well :spoof:
im soo sry for sousou i hope ur mom recovers khaie ill pray for her and your family im soo sry for the pain you guys are goin through :( :(
FOR RKB ur lucky i dont see u other wise id kick ur butt sooo far ur mama will miss u for a month :x be nice dont swear u punk :x
its ok u can say that about me u know y cause it aintttttttttttt true i aint one :spoof:
have a great day ya;ll be good and love ur loved ones and appriciate those who love u and care for u god bless
i just saw teffos bloq and she read mine cause she saw that mr rkb called me a name not so nice but its his way of jokin which is ok but he knows its not serious and i know that so its good
but the pic teffo put up LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PRICELESS i love it thank u khaie ur the sweetest btw if u read this CALLLLL UR COUSIN I MISS UR SHERMA AND I WANNA HANG OUT PLZZ AND THANK U I LOVE U DOOSH muahh :love: :love: :love:
this week comin i am studyin studyin studyin for midterms uffff :thumbdown:
i just read my horoscope its soo true uff
Aries
Before you let yourself get hot under the collar when something outrageous happens today, do yourself a favor and stop for a moment to review the situation. Things that affect you might not be directed at you, so don't not take anything personally. Be objective, analytical and cautious. Listen to your conservative side today and don't let yourself get caught up in the heated emotions of the moment. Most importantly, do not do anything rash today that you might regret tomorrow.
i always rush in like a fool when im tempered but theres a great sayin dont do or say somethin thats gonna come back and bite u in the @ well yeah that was created for me ;) inshallah i dont do nothin or say somethin stupid today lmao lets see lol
oh my dear sweet lord, yesterday i saw a spider and not just any spider i saw the black widow :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: omg me and my phobia i almost fainted i started to scream and i was shakin cuase it was soooo disgusting yet my mother found it funi i did not!
and i tried to watch tv to forget about it noo it didnt help wat i was invisioning was thousands of them around me and the thought of that is makin my skin crawl i couldnt friggin get out of my head so i started prayin and i prayed that it went away and i fell asleep and i woke up at 430 to find my tv was on still and i got a missed call and i felt bad cause of a stupid spider i need to go on moore show so i can get help i swear
this is not normal i know but i cant help it , if u have a phobia from insects or spiders or snakes dear lord then you k now the feeling its not an act or dramatic play its for real i freak out and i am scared as a lil SH**
I AM A CHICKEN AS ppl have called me before for many reasons and i am damnn proud of it :jive:
otay have a great weekend ya'lllll enjoy ;)
Aries
Now that your life is calming down, take the opportunity to evaluate some recent developments. Measure the wins and the losses and get perspective on where you really are. Someone from your past wants to get back into your good graces, and they might hit you with the hard sell to get there. Don't let your guilt or sense of obligation put you in a subservient position.
there is a reason y ppl in ur past are ppl in ur past u move on from things that arent good for u and thats wat i love to do moooove on lol
calmin down moot calmin down im soo stressed out i cant stop eating lol its sick, i have exams and uffffffffff soo much to remember but its ok i just gotta thank god i know i can pull through this he will be with me thats wat matters im gonna call mommy and tell her to light a candle fo rme shes soo sweet she lights a candle for me everyday when im here or at home she lights it so that gods with me and keeps me safe which is soo sweet of her and i swear nothin happens to me without god blessing it an di thank him fo rthat , honestly if it wasnt fo rhim leadin me id never be makin good choices so thank you lord muahh love you
good luck to all with midterms :love:
Aries
Your impatience has been growing lately, and today you might feel as if your life is moving at a frustratingly glacial pace. But this change of rhythm is a very good thing. Give yourself time to acclimate to the slower pace, and soon the process will feel downright pleasant. With less speed and less noise, you will be able to listen to yourself and conserve your energy much more effectively. Store up your resources and prepare yourself for a dramatic return to the center of the action.
OMG SLOW PACE IS WAT I NEEEEED cause these few weeks are nuts and now i can breaaatheee
today i called teffo and we hanged out and this smelly guy who just followed us i dont kn ow he stinks sooo bad no wonder shes always tellin him to shower
:spoof: jkkkk steppp
we went out to eat i was soo hungry yet as we sat down to eat i had a few bites and i was full i order my favo salad lol caesar and opppps i forgot my foood in her car lol mr step didnt eat he was toooo cool he ate before hand lol
we can never finish a meal all the way teffo lol :cry:
i had a good time its been sooo darn long since i seen u guys like meet and greet sincce i saw step
next time my son is goin to come i think he worked today and we shall goo and do somethin else then eat lol bowling lol :applause:
my sons birthday is next week hes sooo tweet god bless him one of hte sweetest souls on this earth and im soo grateful always i swear to know these awesome ppl
another awesome person is my dirty mouth best friend andyyyyy lol who is still workin hard as a cop wut wut proud of u always dorkis i miss ya :spoof:
theres mannnnny ppl i could write an essay lol, but honestly nothin makes me happier thent o see those i care for happy and enjoyin life even at the hardships we all face god bless u guys
its soo hard to keep in touch with ppl while with such crazy schedule i swear
:thumbdown: but its all good im always thinkin of ya'll ;)
god bless have a great weekend everyone have fun be safe dont drink and drive for those goin to parties have a blast :jive: GOD bless
Aries
No one is perfect, so if one of your friends or family members makes a big mistake today, just let it go. Making a mental note or keeping tabs on who did what to you when is a complete waste of your energy -- and it says more about your being petty than it says about them being inconsiderate. If someone's repeat behavior makes you feel as if they are never going to change, then you are the one who needs to change -- or move on. You don't need people in your life who frustrate you.
woow so true ppl do get on my last nerve but ohh well u just look past it
wat i forgot to say in my bloq last nite is that one of my greatest friends told me last week he got engaged and i am soooo friggin happy for him and his beautiful fiance :love: i cant wait for them to get married hehe its exciting congrats to u babes if u read this ;) cant wait to attend the wedding hehe :jive:
Speechless, is no word to describe what i have been feeling i dont know how to say wat i have been feeling, i have had two of the most adorable dearest ppl on this site go through pain that i wish on noone have to face, and the news hit me hard. reason being it was a yr a go me and teffo lost our aunt to the same cause of passing :( and so it brought up the same emotions we had gone through and known how close their were to their father wow is all i have to say. God bless you and your family and may your hearts and fathers soul be always blessed and filled with love. [-o<
i hate death i hate talkin about it and those who are closet o me know its my biggest fear and i will never accept it i have faith in the lord and his power but lord help me i am weak and you know that :(
and now that i have had all these emotions this week lord i ask you to be with another dear friend and be with his family and bless his family through this hardship as well i pray that they recieve the answers they are seeking and their loved one is well and in your hands lord, you take care of their will and bless his family and i hope he recovers well through your blessing [-o<
honestly its soooo hard ufffff i cant stop thinkin of these ppl ic are for lord plzz be with them, i cant get passed all these things goin on mannnn :(
i have been soo friggin emotional well im an emotional person which dont help wiht any situation. and esp when its for ppl i care for and see them hurt uhhhh ufff all i can do is pray lord you help all those involved [-o<
lord i pray that you always guide us in your path and give us strength to face our demons, and our weaknesses in our times of struggle :(
lets see where do i start :think:
alot of things goin on in my mind iswear i have a headach soo much crap and i dont wanna be thinkin alot or stressing cause lord knows that aint good :thumbdown:
first of i wanna say i love my son normie norm, god bless him for me hes not just a great son but a great friend and i was soo happy to see him last week adorable lol love u broni lol i wish you nothin but the best :love:
i saw teffo and step hotttt is a word i kept sayin lool they looked awesome :love: i really havent been feelin tot he mood to go out but i went to see normie and teffo and step and i enjoyed it but after that i left and i just wanted to go home
this yr seems to be flyin by i cant believe its almost over :shock: my cousin is gettin married in less then a month i cant believe that either its gonna be an emotional day shes awesome :love: but im happy for her i cant wait for her to start anew life with her loved one
inshallah the day comes to all who are in love and know their with a great person hehe :love:
and for those who are single lol keep waitin for the one to come along their out there ;) patience is a virtue i use that line on myself alot caus ei am always in a hurry to get things done lol dont rush good things come in good time amen to that lol
cant believe first semester almost done i picked up the classes for next term lord help me its gonna be busy again :shock:
i hope and pray that anyone feeling down or stressed, or confused finds comfort and answers for the things they are seeking :love: god bless you all
Aries
You need a stimulating dose of culture today. Go investigate a new show at an art museum, walk down an aisle that you don't usually check out at the record store, or just enjoy dinner at an ethnic restaurant you've never tried before. New types of food, music and art might confuse you or even bore you, but stepping out of your normal routine is a powerful way to remind yourself that your life is a path you choose to take. You are in control.
LMAOOO RKb would say listen to that and get madonnas new cd looool :spoof:
i have been sayin that i wanna go to a new restaurant and try new food :think: so we'll see nothin really interesting goin on in my life lol but i cant wait for thursday its my bros birthday and thanksgivin so its gonna bea lot of fun :love: god bless him for me and my fam
well its been a while since i wrote here
my cousin got married and it was a blast around 800 ppl it was insane :love: she looked great and im happy for her now i have one more cousin teffos sister and i cant wait tos ee her a bride shes awesome :love:
so it was awesome but teffo wasnt there i dotn know y but i missed her :cry:
soooo its time for exams and im going insane [-o< plzz god help all those suffering with this evil deed that is the exams [-o< ull be hearing my voice alot so im sry lord lol
so i was reading my horoscope and i havetn dont that in a while i dont know its been soo busy its nuts
here it is
Aries
The day's beauty may not be apparent when you wake up this morning, but as the hours go by, you'll begin to realize that romance is all around you. Don't be surprised if you sense some eyes lingering on you for longer than usual -- someone is intrigued, and there is a real romance possibility in the air! You may not want to explore this possibility (especially if your heart is already taken), but there's no denying that the attention will give your ego a nice boost.
but i dont know wat all this crap is in my horoscope about romance and blah blah i havent even talked to a guy in a bit lol but hey who knows lol its cute horoscope to say the least lol
who knows wat life intails ehhhhh lol
tc guys god bless
btw some really sad news i heard last week but ihavent said anythin on here because id idnt want to intrude ont his persons business but plzz god help her family ur in my prayers babe i love u and i hope and pray that ur family is always blessed and im here for u
i dont wanan say ur name but i know if u read this ull know im talkin about u
one of my favourite songs :love:
i love this song lotttttsss ;)
i bought more clothes today and no christmas shoppin still lots to go uffff but i bought makeup and im soo happy lol like i use it but still always good to have ;)
i am friggin freaked out by my horosscope lmaooooooo
Aries
It's time to get a bit more physical! Yes, it would be better for you to increase your daily exercise, but you should also get a lot more physical in how you do other things. Hugs work better than smiles sometimes, and a high five can be way more satisfying than a simple handshake. Take the stairs instead of the elevator or escalator, and park at the far end of the parking lot. It might take longer to get where you want to go, but what's your hurry?
My cousin and my friends always tell me to take the stairs and not the elevator lol and when i see guys who i know i always smile or shake their hands rather then high five or give a hug loooool so funi :lol:
i guess ill try to park far damnn it its cold i dont wanna park far and walk i know im a fat@ but still :cry: ok new yrs resolution is to be more active lets see how that goes :think:
Aries
Paying attention to your most intriguing inner visions is crucial right now. You have dreams, goals and ideas that deserve to be pulled into the real world -- people should know about what you are seeing when you close your eyes. Draw, paint, sketch, write down or even just describe what it is that you want. Someone you talk to today can help you make it a reality -- and help you enter a new phase.
i hope this christmas and new yrs brings some good changes for everyone :love:
i dont know wat im gettin for christmas this yr which is a biggy cause i always know but this yr i dont know :think: ill find out tonite or tomorrow lol
my horoscope is very true there are sooo many things i wanna do and i always feel like i should write them down maybe i will as a new yrs resolution ;)
Love, Peace and Harmony, i wish those for all god bless muahhh :thumbsup:
So if u read Umi' Bloq, You will see a conversation, whom he calls the girl a blonde that blonde is me :lol:
I had no idea wat he was talkin about until i could invision him on the floor laughin lol i realized their a group ufff lol
that was a funi convo i must say i havent posted nothin here in along tim ei dont know y, but im busy and i thank god im happy and healthy. Do not ask me y i am happy because i do not know. But i am thankful for having that feeling of happiness for now lol
Tomorrow my Cousin is gettin married and im sooo happy for her im excited for her i wish her and her hubby to be the best god bless have a great weekend ya'll
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMo90ergp2M
i am in love with him, he is such a great singer, aside from his hansome dark tall and hansome looks he takes my breath away i swear, i love his cd it has been in replay for over a month :( not sad but its all love songs and they rock and i love this one it might be a slow jam at my wedding if i mary ;) enjoy ladies and gents
this by far has been one of my worst weeks in my life :( i dont know y, but i was soo stressed out, but thank god today was a better day. During all of it, one thing kept standing out and makin me smile, and that was a voicemail from a dear person to me, so i wanna say thank u. Cause honestly u were one smile i needed this week so thank god :love:i wish you all the wonderful things in life muahh love ya.
i hope this coming will be better inshallah [-o< for all. I have great news tonight, my cousins wife just gave birth to a beautiful girl, so i hav ea new niece and shes beautiful and tiny :D god bless her and keep her safe and sound for her parents
god bless all, i hope you all have a great weekend muahh
sooo this week i have two exams so i gotta get cracking :x
so yesterday i was thinkin of Umi and how sad he was for his hometown losing :(sry Umi i was tuning in just so i can cheer for u :cry: lol and you know i know jack about football :lol:
Last nite, i found myself smiling after talkin on the phone and god knows i laughed hard lol, there are a few ppl in this world u feel totally comfortable to the point where you cant control what u say :zipper: and thats bad lol but great in another way ;) i had barely any sleep today i had about three hrs thats it lol but yet i dont feel tired :?
i had a good nite and i am thankful, i hope everyone has those esp these day.
so thank you, your dear to me and i know you know that :love:
I have a question y can i not upload songs on here i used to be able to before ufff im lost :( i gotta ask Mr Sam lol
ok heres a laugh for everyone :lol:, so i went to get my mail from the mail box its right at the end of the street. right by my house cause im in the corner as i turned around to go in my drive way, i slipped and fell on my side and my sherma :shock:. thank god i put my hand down now that i think of it, :?its stupid of me cause i could have broken it lol but i had so much clothes on i didnt get hurt yayayay lol 8)
but i have a right palm hurt jareh but it was funi, cause i got up i was like shittt, lol and looked around for my neighbours :lol: and then went back in and put a band aid :( lol uffffffffffffffff the end of a long week of school lol
Currently listening to Boyz II men, as its a usual pattern with me when i have things on my mind. THose boys Help lol
This past weekend, i had a birthday party at bucas i friggin pigged out like no other 8), my teffo was there shes soo cute lol i harassed her as always hehe WHat can i say! i like to grab my girls butts lol :tongue:I have no shame uffff
and then Saturday i went to plan b i was very upset id idnt have fun, and i wasted dressing up uffff :arghhh: Its all good i saw my sweetie pie normie at sahara lol at like 4 am lol hehe he asked me what im doin up that late :handkiss:he cares for his ma lol i introduced him to my cousins since he is my baby boy mauhh
Lets see what else, i saw alot of ppl this weekend which was good ;)
Im supposed to be goin away this weekend coming but kharab the weather is st upid so mama, said no so instead my girls will come over and we're gonna spend the weekend together :) we're goin bathing suit shopping haha gettin ready 8)
ive been havin really cute dreams, lol very strange out of the blue, id ont know what they mean id ont remember them, once i wake up but while im in REM, i remember them crystal clear and then after i wake up i have only vivid memories :?
Im noticing that my weight is goin back down to like what3 less pounds those damnn 3 pounds made me suffer kharab noone understands but it affects me in my damn clothes :notgood:
Vday lets see, i hope and wish all the couples who are in love the best, and may God bless you guys and ur partners, i hope u have a great nite. For those who are single, just enjoy ur friends and family and remember we are all blessed with love no matter what ;)
kitmaa i wrote alot ills hut up now, God bless i hope u all have a great nite mauhhhhh
Its been over 8 yrs since last time i got the stomach flu, and lets just say i did not miss it at all :(
Oh the joy of havin ur face in a toilet :lol:
Ok so its been a long time since i wrote in this thing, i miss the horoscope feature i swear lol. I have managed to take charge, of the amount of time i spend online thank goodness. I miss chit chatting here, but god knows things are insane with school :shock:. I cant wait for the semester to end, and im taking summer classes wohooo cant wait! But oh well, not like i enjoy the hot weather uhhhhh i pray its not too hot :(
I hope and pray everyone does great on their exams, and doesnt stress out afterall, we're goin to have alooong break before goin back ;)
Just hope and pray, god that ur with me through the next two weeks, its going to be insane! God bless everyone muahh
It sure has been a long time, since i have said anything here.
Where do i begin? So much has changed, god its amazing. Life is still fun, with its roller coaster rides! I have had wonderful blessings come my way in the last four or so months and i couldnt be more grateful. I have friendships that got closer and closer, and new ones formed by the day. And again blessed to have that, you learn so much from ppl that are in ur life, whether it be negative or positive u take it as it is.
My angels uhhh blessed to have em, one of them who is my adorable mother. Is currently in the city that i love and miss so much. She has been going shopping and buyin me things to make up the time shes spending away from me lol. N one of them isnt feeling that well, but its ok they have alot of ppl praying for them and i have no doubt in my heart that they will be fine and blessed always.
I have a final on tuesday and a mid term due ufff babi, so much grab to do lol. I hope it all goes well lord, and good luck to those in summer school ;)
God bless all muahhh
Im listening to one of Fadl Shakers old cds gosh i love him, his voice his words are amazing :cry:
This week has really been a week from hell. But im still thankful. i dont even know what to say or do about it, but right now all i can do is pray and let the new week to come and take a step towards this black cloud that has been over my shoulders for the last two weeks. I dont want it to keep gettin bigger, and i know i have the lord with me to help me through it.
Another factor is my angel is still not back and god help me, im missing her more and more by the minute. :( There truely is no home without a mother, idc if everything is done, when shes not home it doesnt feel like a home.
There is so much to do, but you can only take one day at a time!
I miss L :cry:, i havent talked to you in a few days. N the other day i heard one of our favourite songs lol. :lol:
Ufffffffffff i want summer school to be done, and i want to go away. I hope my brother will agree to come with me lol. That way we can drive wohoo :pleased:. Bas me and him alone is not a good thing at all :?. It could be fatal god forbid lol.
uff the drama that has been going on, but like mary j says NO more drama :ohyes:
I need a girls nite out soon :notgood:
Heres the songs lmaooo the most rest ones we talked about lol
Btw i go clubbing this weekend im gonna think of you lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnYZKghlX58
n our favoooo...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pn_jWcwHiWA
Ufff i hate anthropology no more everrrr. Anyways i was listening to boater music cause im Queen B go figure lol
L heres for you brati enjoy muahhh
http://youtube.com/watch?v=hEMbAU1Ljj0
THis is for my sherma, cause we know we like to shake lol
i loove it babi for you ;)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=_mAk5KZWo-8
n asala <3 amazing woman, i swear.
One of my favos
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tDve4HYlnJg
Fain habibi< awesome !!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=MsxAGjBQkkc
I sooo need to get away kitmaaa. Cant wait for this weekend uff babi have some fun :notgood:
Back to work :'(
I'm obsessed with this girl i seriously loooove her music and shes hot!!!!
Her legs are a killer kitmaa beyonce should feel threatened lol
My favo song ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=552k0ifjuDw
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, oh
I think it was a summer time
When I laid eyes on you
I didn't even know your name
Somehow We'd end up in the same room
It never crossed my mind
I never saw you like that
I should've listened to my best friend
She knew we'd be a perfect match
(chorus)
It's a typical love story
We started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals you heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh,
Oh,
I always made up some excuse
Sayin' that you weren't my type
Didn't wanna face the truth
Didn't wanna cross that line
'Til one day I saw you
Out the corner of my eye
You were flirting with some girl
And inside I thought I would die
(Chorus)
It's a typical love story
We started out as friends (Friends)
We met way back when (When)
[Love Story lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] (http://www.metrolyrics.com%5D)
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals you heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard
(Bridge)
Can't believe it's happening
When I least expected
My prince under disguise
How you fooled me with those eyes
When I feel like letting go
In your arms is where I know
I enroll
FROM the beginning we always belong
Love, Love Story
Love, Love Story
(oh)
Love, Love Story
(Love)
Love, Love Story
(Love Story)
Love, Love Story
(This is my)
Love, Love story
(This is my love story)
Love, Love story, Love
(This is my love story)
It's a
typical love story
We started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh,
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh,
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh,
Oh
THen there is Fantasia <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNCIjxalWrg
:notgood: Back to studying....
Ok so one of those day, where i am in the mood to listen to the love of my life!
This song is a favo by our trio lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRofZyhTE2I
Heres the first song i love...
Its called "In his touch", amazing... Theres no video to it but they made a video clip of pictures still awesome song.
Forgive me, don't know where to start.
I guess we've come to, the serious part.
I need to find out, if there's a chance for us.
Don't give me that same old look, you won't win me over.
Don't give me that same old speech, you don't have to speak at all.
You can say you love me, that I'm your perfect crush.
How it hurts to need someone that much.
You can swear you mean it, but that ain't good enough.
Coz when a man loves a woman, it is all... In His Touch
I wish you could see. Yeah...
Just how simple, it's supposed to be.
Coz now that we've come this far, we don't want to lose it. No.
If you wanna win my heart, baby just shut your mouth.
You can say you love me, that I'm your perfect crush.
How it hurts to need someone that much.
You can swear you mean it, but that ain't good enough.
Coz when a man loves a woman, it is all... In His Touch
Then words don't mean, that much.
You can say you love me, that I'm your perfect crush.
How it hurts to need someone that much.
You can swear you mean it, but that ain't good enough.
Coz when a man loves a woman, it is all... In His Touch.
:love:
Celine dion- I want you to need me!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHclI6FQb-s
I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between
I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that I taste you feel you breathe you need you
I want you to need me
Like I need you
I want to be the eyes that look deep into your soul
I want to be the world to you
I just want it all
I want to be your deepest kiss
The answer to your every wish
Im all you ever need
Chorus
More than you could know
And I need you
To never never let me go
And I need to be deep inside your heart
I just want to be everywhere you are....
I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between
UHHH i love this song
"have you ever been in love...."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mwe1v9Tq58
Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your hearts shooting stars
Youre holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been so in love
Have you ever walked on air
Ever felt like you were dreamin
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been so in love
Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your hearts shooting star
Youre holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love, have you...
The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it dont let go,
I know
Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
And I aint looking anymore
Have you ever been so in love, have you...
Some place that you aint leavin
Somewhere youre gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin
Have you ever felt this way
The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it, dont let go,
I know...
Coz have you ever been so in love, so in love
You could touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars
Doesnt matter near or far
Have you ever been so in love
Have you ever been in love
Have you ever been in love
So in... love...
All i can say is UFFFFFF!:disgusted:
I got this in an email, and its so true. We take his love for granted, and we dont take enough time to be thankful!
My Dear Friend, As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear.
When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were to busy. At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all our activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me,that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.
You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend a lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to your family you plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.. I've got patience, more than you will ever know.... I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought, or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.
Well, you are getting up once again. Once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend,
GOD
My idol is coming out with a cd, and i could not be any more happier. Ive waited foooor a long time :cry:
ANd i need people to pray that she comes to Toronto or Michigan so i can go see her :cry:
Celine Dion's Album "Taking Chances" Such a beautiful title!!!!
Is coming out November 13th, 07 ;) And i am sooo excited to hear it, im gonna be glued to my pc and room lol
http://youtube.com/watch?v=WW-uOvkWAkI
^^ The video to the title of the Cd, i really think its gonna be awesome and i canttttt wait. And if you hate her, i dont want to hear it :disgusted:
My favo duo ever by far! Carrie Underwood and Rascal Flatts- God bless the broken road! Amazing song
http://youtube.com/watch?v=YplOIymkhJY
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.
Rascal Flatts <3 (Take me there)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5CgfpismT1w&feature=related
There’s a place in your heart, nobody's been,
Take me there.
Things nobody knows,
Not even your friends,
Take me there.
Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown,
Show me around,
I want see it all, don't leave anything out
I want to know, everything about you.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare,
Take me there.
Your first real kiss, your first true love, DR
You were scared.
Show me where,
You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care.
I want to roll down main street, the back roads,
Like you did when you were a kid
What made you who you are,
Tell me what your story is.
I want to know, everything about you.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare
Take me there.
I want to know, everything about you.
Yeah, everything about you baby.
I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of Your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare.
Take me, take me, take me there.
Take me there.
I cant wait for the concert of my dreams!!!!! 5 months and a week or so I am counting down 8)
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